Riven by Grief
In the night when the full moon is rising…
I'm always waiting for you in the dark…
All alone cannot handle the yearning…
Time goes by but you're still in my heart…
The moment I saw you I fall in love…
Your endless beauty let me turn pale…
My body was frozen I couln't move
And every try of normal love fail…
Your body divine your guts even more…
My blade slit you open with the first cut…
Everything else is now littered with gore…
No word from your mouth I drank your blood…
Now you are gone there is no pain relief…
I'm crazy 'bout you and riven by grief…
I wish I could tell you that I hate you
I wish I could tell you to go to hell
I wish I could utter the words
I wish I could show you just how far you fell
Your pain clouds your vision
You don't even see what's there
You don't see that I'm here
And you don't see that I care
How far can I be pulled?
How much can I be abused?
I'm not a doormat
I don't appreciate being used
It's not always my fault
I'm not always the villan
I keep trying to help you
But you won't even listen
You forget that I've been hurt too
I've been pinched by my pain
I've been raped by yours
I can't absorb all the agony
I don't have endless pores
Ther